Thank you for sharing that! It's not really your fault for sexualizing them if you've been raised in a society and culture where you are taught to sexualize women. It's the same with racism. Being born into a racist society, you will have racial prejudices.

However, I believe that we always get the chance to question our own thoughts, beliefs and behavior. It's amazing that you are trying to undo this conditioning and that you dedicate your time to educate other young men so that someday women don't have to be scared when walking home, etc.